Welcome to Insanity...

Okay, so I know it's technically Wednesday, but I still count this as Tuesday. I say I haven't missed a day because I haven't gone to sleep! And since this blog is for me... Well, looks like I'm right!

So now, you may be wondering... Where's the insanity? Why are we welcoming it? Hasn't it already been here for years? Well, these are simple questions... The Insanity is here and now and will only increase with time! We're welcoming it because it's only gonna come harder and faster... Why, yes... It has! But why must we ignore it even if it's common place by now... (Yea, I'm weird!)

So the insanity - I officially start back at B&N as seasonal help on Friday... That means that I will once again have my full time job as a Data Technician along with a part time job as a bookseller. I cannot wait! I loved working at B&N during the winter and I don't think that love will disappear or diminish when I go back Friday... Yay!

Okay, I'm off to bed... I'll try to write something more tomorrow... And maybe it'll be more substantial and not me blathering about INSANITY!

Night world!

It Starts...

So I'm finally going to make use out of this blog set-up I made years ago... I don't remember if I ever posted anything and just deleted it or what but, here goes!!!

This month I've pushed myself beyond what I ever expected... Past what I normally would... Now looking back, I feel I could push myself even harder. This is only the beginning. So how will I continue?
By writing, of course! I shall push myself to write something every day. I've tried this many times before, but always failed. This time is different. It is not necessary to do every day, but rather to open up and spill myself upon the page as I once did before. I have pushed myself so far already this month that I must continue. I feel the only thing to do now is to push myself emotionally and mentally. I've already worked on both of those combined with physical, but now it's time to go forward. To concentrate on them outside the physical realm... To finally get myself to write a story, a poem or whatever comes to mind.

I will do this! For no one, but myself... I will become better me and for the first time in my life, the only person that matters here is me... :D